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Heya!

Since my last journal entry I've changed my workplace and environment, while I'm doing better I'm now working full time and I have much less time on my hands to draw or get creative in general. Sorry!


I don't want to babble all too much, but I gotta share one thing:

I'm either going to revamp this account, or create a new one!


It's hard to enjoy DA as it is anymore, that could either be because of my own insecurities regarding my progress and art in general, or just DA... I think you know what I mean.
I don't know for sure, but I don't want to leave it behind completely - hence the changes!

Just to be clear - I haven't stopped drawing at all. I doodle a lot! Sometimes I even finish stuff. Sometimes, anyways. 

So I'll either completely "clean up" my current account or I will make a new one. There's a lot of history and people I've made and found with this account, so I'm torn atm. I'll let you know what I'm gonna do.

Until then - thanks for reading and have a nice day/ night! <3

(Also sorry I didn't reply to any messages, I'll get to it - sorry I'm taking so long!)
Sorry for being so dead this past month, I've barely done anything artsy at all and just like the title says, work got straight on the best of me this time. I worked a full 100 hrs this month instead of 80 (like my contract says), that's almost as much as full-time. I'm in this constant state of being exhausted, feeling dizzy and just trying to pull myself through.

I went to see a doctor yesterday because of this dizzy feeling I have all the time. You know, that kinda dizzy you feel when you circled around on one of those revolving desk chairs for too long. Or rolling down a 5 mile hill. Sometimes it's not that bad, and at other times I feel like somebody is rocking me from side to side, sometimes my vision slides along with it ; v;

My doctor said it's something like a "dizzy syndrome" , something you have when you were exposed for a lot of stress, physically or mentally, while not getting the kind of relief or relaxation you'd need to balance things out. So now I sometimes sit there, trying to balance myself while only sitting. So he wrote me off of work for this week, I'll be going again next week, of course.
I feel super bad for calling in sick just before christmas, but I can't function well at work, sometimes I found myself having a super bad dizzy wave coming in and I felt like somebody tried to pull a carpet away from under my feet. I lost my complete trail of thoughts completely while giving out my customer's change.

Gosh, only writing about this makes me feel super dizzy again. I guess it's really all this stress from home and from work. I might have to look for a different job to apply for, if this keeps happening. 

Just thought I'd let you know what's been up etc, since I haven't spoken to many of you, and I'm really sorry for that :iconlazycryplz: I felt so overwhelmed with everything all of a sudden, I hid on tumblr the whole time. Or just falling asleep the second I came home. I'll try better from here on!

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Xnessax Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2015  Student General Artist
WOAH WHY FAIL HEARTS
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iScribbleChocotroll Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
LOL IDK 8D
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Xnessax Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2015  Student General Artist
BECAUSE I TYPED :HEART: IT DINT WORK AND EDITED IT OH IDK LOL YOU DONT KNOW 
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iScribbleChocotroll Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
YEAH almost happened to me too when I replied ; v; lucky I used the preview option then!! lol
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Xnessax Featured By Owner Edited Dec 13, 2015  Student General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EARLIER. :heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart::heart:vvvv
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iScribbleChocotroll Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
THANK YOUUUU ; M; THAT'S SO SWEET OF YOU THANK YOU SO MUCH :heart: :heart: :heart:
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Xnessax Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2015  Student General Artist
xnessax.deviantart.com/art/Dra… there its a my friend i met from game into real life. > u <
well he has changed his face a lot ,because he said hes self ugly. Lol. 
omg ;-;
why don t i know wat to say to him...

i may say hes handsome but sometime ugyl cuz of words he got eaten or mistake or something.. hmmm
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iScribbleChocotroll Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
This picture looks so good!!
Well, a persons appearance does't really matter if the person themselves are okay. To be honest I wouldn't have ever had a boyfriend if I went after looks lol orz
It'll be okay!!
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Xnessax Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2015  Student General Artist
I FCKNG MISS YOU .DFKJDGFDJGFDJGDFJHGDJKFDKF OAKJSDHASJKDHAKSDHASDHAKJDHAKDHADA
WELL I MET MY FRIEND FROM GAME IN REAL LIFE

FJGHDKFHGDJFH I GOTTA TELL YOU A TRUTH OMGGGG ITS AWESOME 
YM FAMILY SAID IT WAS GOOD!! AND TRUSTED!! BUT THEN... I THINK HES IN RELATIONSHIP WITH OTHER AND MY FAMILY WOULD TIHNK ABOUT IT, THEY SAID I GET OUT OF HIM. ;C 
MAYBE HES NOT SAYING IT A TRUTH. OR SOMETHING. THEY CALLED HIM A FAKE.
T-T
OH WELL HIS COUSIN TOLD ME ABOUT HIS PAST
HE DID WITH MANY GIRLS AND HE MADE MISTAKE. 
WHY OMG. AND HE SAID HIS ACCOUNT HAD NUDE PHOTOS OF THEM.
;M;
WHY BRAZILIANS NO GOODNESS.
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